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My 3 little ducks are my children Shayne, Zachary and Geogia. Divorce hit me hard but not as hard as a man I had known for 20 years a man I would later find out had other women throughout our whole marriage, a man who said he never wanted children a man who would always say u wanted them u deal with them. Often referring to my oldest child as idiot or stupid. This man was also motivated by boys toys and money his child support bill was alot he would then do the unthinkable my children brainwashed, they walked out my door one day telling me they loved me to telling me they never wanted to see me again. I remember that phone call like it was yesterday my daughter made the call.
I was in shock I remember the tears Rolling down my cheeks. This was 6 years ago it’s destroyed me in every way. It’s the first time I had heard the word narcissist, it was then I knew I had been living with one for almost 20 years, the dictionary definition described my ex husband perfectly and I never knew.
He has gone on to remarry have another child. I went on a road of self destruction the pain was just intolerable, I would of preferred a diagnosis of cancer at least there is medication for the pain.
It was February 2010 when I got the call that my kids no longer wanted me
in there lives, I was 39 today I turn 48 and wonder if they are thinking about me.
If your visiting for the first time or maybe you have been here before,
I welcome anyone who wants to share their experiences, and answer any questions
Have a great day
Even if all is lost your journey may save someone else and more importantly their children from alienation.
30 years ago my god seems like an eternity I guess it kind of is. Proudly I know it made me who I am today
And would be what I would use to get me through some of lives toughest battles.
To my fellow comrades who also joined 8/2/88 Alpha Class of GE41 thank you for your service
I can say proudly that my family have 4 generations of military service including the loss of my fathers uncle as a POW in Changi. My dads service in the Vietnam War, My grand father in the Second World War. I myself served in the Royal Australian Navy.
This week my second born child ZACHARY DEAN WILLIAMS will start his Service with the Royal Australian Navy basic training facility at HMAS CERBERUS.
I can tell you my father is watching from above because I can feel it this young man and him had a bond like no other.
I wish I could tell him all of this but as an alienated parent I can only hope the word gets through. The stars you ask well coincidentally when he joins it will be 30 years to the day that his mum then 17 joined the military.
I LOVE YOU SON, PROUD OF